Kind Anger – How my sister, my son, my boyfriend and ayahuasca helped me to let go of anger

I’ve been angry all my life. Until recently. It started with being angry at my father for not loving my mother. One day he smashed my baby sister’s milk bottle against the wall, loudly shaming my mother for not being able to breastfeed her. My mother was protecting my sister by pulling her tightly to […]

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Ayahuasca – when the veil between life and death is lifted

My two grandmothers were totally different. One was fat and cheerful, the other one thin and strict. I always wondered whom I would resemble most when I reached old age. When I was 16 my mother came to watch a theater show in which I played a queen. I was … Lees meer