The Return of the Mothers – original version

Prologue – The aliens November 2018 Pretty much exactly 2 years ago I did an ayahuasca ceremony in Peru which changed my view on reality forever. A dear friend and writer helped me edit the article I wrote. ‘If you don’t want to be considered mad, leave out the aliens’, … Read more

Delen:

Kind Anger – How my sister, my son, my boyfriend and ayahuasca helped me to let go of anger

I’ve been angry all my life. Until recently. It started with being angry at my father for not loving my mother. One day he smashed my baby sister’s milk bottle against the wall, loudly shaming my mother for not being able to breastfeed her. My mother was protecting my sister by pulling her tightly to […]

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Ayahuasca – the Return of the Mothers

  She looked like a female version of Yoda, old and wrinkled. She sat cross legged on a blanket, her back upright and fierce. In her ancient face I saw both the grief of generations and the playfulness of a little girl. She was absently eating sunflower seeds, spitting out … Read more

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Ayahuasca – when the veil between life and death is lifted

  My two grandmothers were totally different. One was fat and cheerful, the other one thin and strict. I always wondered whom I would resemble most when I reached old age. When I was 16 my mother came to watch a theater show in which I played a queen. I … Read more

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Ayahuasca visions

  ‘I had a vision’, said the director in a solemn voice. ‘I saw you working in my healing centre, fulfilling an important role in our mission to cure chronically ill people. You belong here, I just know. Mother Ayahuasca never makes mistakes.’ ‘I’ll decide that for myself’, I thought. … Read more

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